Blogging helps to cleanse the soul. It helps to bring up many suppressed feelings to the surface and it is not always pleasant. Today, I woke up with a numbing sense of pain in my heart and I know that my entry from last night had a lot to do with it.

I cried my heart out but most importantly, I let this inner child speaks her mind. I let her vent. I let her yell at her mother for not being there. I let her confront her mother like she was there right in front of her. I let her to tell her mother like it is..... "how could you!"